merry christmas and other stuff

hello!
merry christmas!
my latest intrest is cross stitch, school got me into it because i go to the learning support at lunch sometimes, and they were doing cross stich in there so i did a christmas teddy bear and i really enjoyed it and yesterday mum brought a tatty teddy holding a flowerpot one for me and i am doing it at the the moment its great! the picture is of the finished version :)

i am sooo excited about christmas i am nearly going to explode!! christmas is a major thing for me and mum hates it when i get excited because i am completely mad! i have been getting all arty over the christmas holiday so far and i have made these wonderful snowflakes and put them on our glass sliding conservatory door!

 today my beat friend is come round to do my geography project with me its about ethnical trading BORING!
 anyway i hope you have a nice christmas and a happy new year

outdoor education

every monday during lunch and last lesson where me and other kids go into the nearby woods and do survival skills like building shelters,filtering water and making fires. i really enjoy it!

programmes

for anyone who wants to know there is a programme about aspergers on tonight
tonight
bbc 3
the growing pains of a young genius

halloween

i have been busy on picnik ( http://www.picnik.com/app#/home/welcome) changing photos to make them look more.. spooky!! here are some guinea pig ones i have taken and not edited

HALF TERM

i have added a new blog template as you can see, hope you like it!
so far this half term i have done some painting, made cookies, gone shopping and seen lion king in 3d!
its been a great half term but i am still worried about going back to school because i dont know what i have for p.e and i dont know what to do when i have outdoor education.
:)

roap runners

today i went to rope runners with s.a.f.e http://www.aspergers.org.uk/
its a high rope cource, similar to go ape and its brilliant! http://www.roperunners.co.uk/
 this was the leap of faith and you were really high up and had to jump accross a gap, it was too far apart to step across it was soooo fun but also scairy!
i went down a HUGE zipwire twice and it was fab!
i also reached the top of a rock wall.
anyone who likes outdoor stuff will love this!
i will post a video of me on the zipwire later when i get it uploded

crate stacking

tonight i went crate stacking, this is when you put a harness on and stand on crates, the instructor piles them up untill they are very high! then he knocked them down and you are left hanging there!
its really fun!

geography

i have a new teacher for geography at school,miss quinn she is nice but has a lot of rules. but what i am really posting about is that this year we are doing natural disasters, tornadoes, floods, volcanos and that sort or stuff! i am really excited about it!

back to school :-(

today i am going back to school, i feel sad,excited,comfused and angry at the same time. and all those feelings don't mix very well!

pictures!

here are the pictures as promised!

 tate modern

 st pauls

 blackrock sands

 river in wales

 steam train

rose

summer holiday

hi again!
sorry i have not been posting for ages, I've been so busy!
its been the summer holidays and i have been up to a lot! i have been doing a lot of cooking lately, i have cooked, soup,pie,millionaires shortcake,lemon tarts,cookies, banana,chocolate and choc chip muffins,banana,carrot,chocolate,vallina and plain cupcakes.i love cookie, it brings the joy of  creating something new, even if it doesn't go  right! i have been on a sleepover and gone out with friends. i went on holiday to porthmadog, north wales and had fun on the magnificent black rock sands! i have been to Tate modern and the museum of London. i have also been on countless picnics! i went to stubbbers adventure center and done lots of fun things. summer holidays are the best time of year because i am far away from school and all the stresses and worries of it. i know that its very far away, the worst part id going back! i hate going back so much that it make me tired, ratty,very sad and sometimes even makes me feel unwell.but i just have to look forward to the next holiday, however far away that may be (sigh) other holidays are not as good though because school is never far away because the holiday is only ever a few weeks long.
i will add pictures of my summer holiday later.

pictures

i got some pictures of that den i made in my bedroom...
sorry they are blurred

tp

i have found a new den way!
take bamboo canes stick them in the ground and cover with sheets and hey presto a den!
me and my friends made it a few days ago! great!

dens, holes and running

the other day i made a den.
i dot two duvets and draped them over one end of my room then i got lots of little blankets and covered over the gaps so that it was completly dark inside. then i got my bedside table lamp into the den and put in on. Then were my stool was holding up the duvets i put a light blue opaque blanket all the way around the stool and i put my glowe lamps in (little square and circle things that go from red to green to blue and all the colours in between slowly so they are very relaxing) and you could see them through the blanket so i had made a nice light thing. i then filled the hole of the den up with pillows and blankets and other stuff. Now for the best bit.... playing in it! i played lots of games in it like explorers and cast away and others like that i like my den because its a place i made and i can modify it, everything is how i want it to be and no one can come in except me. its my space, my place only. i also had another den in my primary school but thins one was different.
there was a bush against a fence and it had sort of grown in an arch shape so there was a tunnle in there you used to be able to run along the passage into the mane den bit whitch was a huge clearing still in the bush. there was a rock to sit on and a watch tree to look for incoming dinner ladys (we were not ment to be there really) me and my friends set loads and loads of stones into the floor whaen it was wet so be had a sort of carpet. we hung up cds and other stuff and i spent about a year making a working door out of twigs for it. but i had to leave it all when i went to secondary school.... it was like a second home to me and i miss it horrably. my secondary school dosent even had one tree to climb of a bit of grass to sit on. (we are not allowed on the field) and i long to make another tree den :(
i also like to dig holes.  in primary school my apperatus was pock marked with what looked like rabbit holes but i made them. i dig holes all the time it gives me happness. but at my secondary school there is not even a bit of dirt to dig in it makes me very sad indeed.

 the den

 the apparatus

the pond

i love running too because it gives me great release and i can just run and run faster and faster away from all my troubles and i can run free and fast. in my primary school i could run and jump and run on the field too, but in my secondary school i cant run ever because i will get bullied and called not nice names so i am very sad about that, why can`t you run somewere out of school then? people say well its just not the same because i want to run with my pack, my three friends  run free with them but that can never ever happen again because  all of my pack and friends have grown up :(

crabbing

yesterday i went crabbing at the beach, i love the thrill of catching something thats alive and moves. it calms me down

fairy garden.

today i made a fairy garden in my garden. here it is...

the zoo

yesterday i went to the zoo i did some photography there, here are my best pictures. going to the zoo is a great release for me as when i am at school the pressure builds up as at school i cant play or run about because its a secondary school and people will bully me.i love running and looking at the animals as i love them so much. in the gift shop i got a large wooden elephant its great because i can press my nose on it and it feels nice when i hold it. it makes me feel calm.

welcome and about me.

i am a girl with aspergers syndrome, see the page about it for more information. My interests include gnomes, climbing trees, dragons and birds.